2 weeks MC 8th - 21st april 2010

Missed abortion

A missed abortion is a nonviable intrauterine pregnancy that has been retained within the uterus without spontaneous abortion. Typically, no symptoms exist besides amenorrhea, and the patient finds out that the pregnancy stopped developing earlier when a fetal heartbeat is not observed or heard at the appropriate time. An ultrasound usually confirms the diagnosis. No vaginal bleeding, abdominal pain, passage of tissue, or cervical changes are present.

source: http://emedicine.medscape.com/article/266317-overview

I got a very bad instinct on this pregnancy.I really wonder why I'm not having morning sickness like previous.In fact the on 2nd month checkup I'm not excited at all.Seems like I'm not pregnant.Hubby asked to do checkup with specialist but I refused.Then we went to Poliklinik and I asked the doc, why Im not having morning sickness,the doc said 'so you want the sickness la..'...huhuhu....speechless!!!

Then when the doc scan my tummy,she cant find the fetus.Hmm at that time (dah ku agak...)doc ask whether I gave the right date or not.Of course yes!!.Then doc refer me to specialist.After doing details scanning and HCG blood testing the doc said confirm...missed abortion...have to do DnC.Set the date and admitted.Its on 8th April 2010.

....takde rezeki...but i still have 2 heroes and not to forget my dear hubby.TQ dear..I love you so much.

I decided to have DnC treatment rather than natural.I heard natural is very painful.Don't want to take the risk so just follow the flow and advice from doc.Hopefully everything is going smooth and easy.

Alhamdulillah...everything goes well, I admitted at 10am then checkout at 8pm.On 1130am they transferred me from OT to ward.On that time the i still drowsy and sleepy.I slept until 5pm.At 6,I feel so painful.Nurse said its actually a contraction.The nurse is right.Its like 1st day heavy period.

On the 2nd day,hubby need to attend downtime so that nobody cooked for me.Huhuhuhu.....so by hook or by crook...i have to cook.So starving.Luckily I already prepared the fish,blend onions,all those things earlier.Just 'campak2' and done. Alhamdulillah, I managed to cook even though its a simple meal for me and family for that day.and also for the next day after.

On the 3rd day...feeling bored staying at home.Hubby got a meeting at Melaka tomorrow.Hmmm.....if I stay at home who wants to take care the kids?No no no...i have to follow.I don't believed it on the 4th day Im in Melaka. I wore the socks and went to Immigration Office to apply for passport. Melaka office is quite efficient, on 10am they processed the form and on 130pm the passport is ready.Singapore....I'll come to you soon.Hahaha...

I just take care my kids only for 2 hours while hubby is on meeting and finished his work.

During confinement period,Im very particular especially on food I had taken.But the 'jalan-jalan' wise, its hard to 'pantang'.

Be a working momma, have to be independent.Its just a miscarriage.Its not like 'bersalin'.So I can do it. In fact the previous confinement I did it by myself.My mum and hubby only helped me only for the 1st week.Alhamdulillah.

I cant stay longer at home.Don't know what to do.Feeling so bored.But on that time I tried to design my own Mei-tai and finished my customers order(CD).For all my valued customers, tq for understanding my situation.Actually I have a very good customer who knows me as working momma,usually they wont ask to deliver urgently,so that i can arrange my time to sew all the CD's well.In fact in terms of quality, I'm very fussy. Quality comes first.